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.He is driving me to the edge with his slowthrusts over and over. Oh Ryder, I moan.Ryder stops what he is doing and looksme in the eye with such seriousness inthem. Babe, after the way you looked at metoday thinkin those flowers were fromme, I would do anything, and I meananything to see that again.So here s myturn to be the person to put that look onyour face.I never thought I was a flowerkind a guy, but I want to put that look onthe face of the woman I love.I stiffen. What? I ask. I love you, baby, he says.I can t stop the sudden rush of tears thatstart falling down my face.It is too much,way too much.I never thought I wouldever have something this special and hereI am with a man who actually loves meand doesn t mind showing it.Ryder thrustsdeep inside me. Are you good cryin or bad cryin ? heasks, stilling himself inside me and staresdown at me.I m so overwhelmed, I can tanswer him. Say something, babe, he says, lookingunsure. I love you too, Ryder, I return, gaspingas he starts the slow torturous thrustingand grinding on my pelvic bone again.Iam so very close. Say it again, babe, he demands. I love you, handsome, I gasp. Again. I love y Oh God! I scream as myclimax finds me.Ryder smashes his mouthdown on mine and grunts his own release.I feel the hot liquid release on my insides,which brings out another small orgasm. I love you, baby, he whispers, nuzzlingmy neck. Um& , is all I can mutter.The next words he growls into my ear,sending another rush of wetness betweenmy legs. As beautiful as that was, darlin , nexttime I m fuckin you so hard, you re gonnastop breathing and then start screaming myname.It s gonna be so damn hot. SexyRyder makes another appearance. Promise? That s a goddamn guarantee, sweetness.My only response is to bite down on mylower lip.I look forward to the next time.Ummm, do I ever.Ryder pulls me on top of him, hauling thecovers back and rolling us to our sidesand then covers us with the comforter.Welay there naked, my body half on his chestand legs tangled with his body.Holdingme tightly, he traces patterns on my backand says,  Go to sleep babe.I love you. Um&  is all I can say before sleep takesover my sated body and any thoughts ofthe flowers forgotten.Chapter 14IssuesAfter an uneventful two weeks, Ryder andI are starting to find out how our liveswork together.As it turns out, we fittogether pretty nicely.That is until thenight Ryder leaves the house to go to ameeting with the members of Mayhem.While Ryder is gone, I take it upon myselfto do some laundry and clean thebathroom.When I m done, I decide a long,hot bubble bath will be a great way torelax.I set the mood with some scentedcandles and some soft classical musicplaying on the bathroom s iPod dockingstation.I must have tired myself out withthe bit of cleaning I did because myeyelids started getting heavy fast.The bathis so relaxing though.I wake with a start; time to get out of thebath, I think.I wonder what woke me.Then I hear the stomping sounds from theliving room.This can t be good.Ryder s at his meeting and someone downthe hall sounds pissed off.I locked thedoor before settling into the tub.I did,right? Where s my bat when I need it?And even more my style, I m going to goG.I.Jane on someone s ass while dressedin a towel.I really deserve my own realityshow.This shit would sell millions, butfor now, back to the task at hand.I wrap the towel around myself and searchfor anything I can use as a weapon, themost obvious choice being the plunger.It s that or a toothbrush.Unfortunately Ican t MacGyver this situation, and I venever been very good at shanking people.Normally, those would be consideredgood traits to not have.This, however, isnot a normal circumstance.The sound of a lamp smashing breaks meout of my stupor.Why does this stuffhappen while Ryder s gone? I slowlyopen the bathroom door and peek my headout.Nope, the hall seems clear.I hearanother crash.Yep, the sound s definitelycoming from the living room.My handsshake as I tighten them around the plungerand raise it over my head ready to pounceon the perpetrator.I slowly creep downthe hall, avoiding the spots on the floor Iknow are creaky.Rounding the corner as stealthily as I can,my eyes focus on a man standing in thedarkened living room.I m about to pouncewhen I suddenly realize it is Ryder.Thecommotion is coming from Ryder, myRyder.I drop the plunger and rush to hisside.The pure anger I see reflected in hiseyes, warns me to back up, but I can t bearto see him in this state.I wrap my armsaround him trying to snap him out of hisrage.He may be pissed off at something,or hell, even me, but I know he wouldnever physically hurt me. Ryder, Ryder.Babe, it s me, I whisperin his ear, tugging him into my body asbest as I can.He doesn t respond to me. Come on Ryder, talk to me.What s gotyou so riled up? I m here, we ll figurewhatever it is out, I plead.Several minutes pass by and I plead again. Ryder, talk to me.Please!I can feel the anger rolling off his body ashe tries to calm down.After what seemslike an eternity, I finally feel him relaxinto me. Oh Ella, Ryder sighs as he pulls medown to the couch. There s just too muchshit goin on.I never wanted any of this.None.Fuck! he growls out. Ryder, I m here for you no matter what.You re going to trash this place if youkeep everything bottled up like that. Can t bring you in any deeper than youare now. Hun, you re starting to scare me, I say. We aren t in danger are we? No, nothin like that.Not yet anyways.Babe, I wanna share, but I think it s tooheavy.I can t have you worryin aboutshit you can t do anything  bout. If it s on your mind, I want to talk aboutit.No secrets or lies between us; I want usto be completely honest with each other,I confide in him. You don t even realize what you reaskin me for, Ryder spits out. Ryder, if we re together, then we re inthis, whatever it is, together. What are you doin to me, woman?Ryder sighs then goes on to add,  It s theclub.Well that certainly clears everything up,doesn t it? This is harder than pullingteeth from a toothless man.When I say nosecrets between me and Ryder, that s whatI mean [ Pobierz całość w formacie PDF ]